some things are not easy to be spoken out. some things are just meant to be kept. some things are just meant to be.

FLIPPED

i had watched this movie last night it is called flipped and i am totally flipped because of it. i know i am late since this movie have existed since 2010 i think. how can puppy love be portrayed like very awesomely and beautifully (pardon my words selection,im just bad at it). the cinematography is very beautifully done and the leads and  the supporting characters are really blending well.

Juli baker seems to be just plain but she can appear sweet at some time. she is not heavenly beautiful and she is not that horrible, just suits the character well. To my surprise that plain look can be like super pretty. what am i sayin? ok, lemme conclude she is beautiful and sweet (LOL). she just know her character well and credits to who ever that come up with the idea to cast her.  Bryce loski is awesomely handsome and awesomely awsome and charming, cool and everything (pardon my pedo mood). he really didnt notice juli until he is about to lose her.. take that boy, now you have to beg. XD.


anyway, i super duper triple recommend this story to any people who live on this planet. LOL.
Have a nice day peeps. :D

almost.. the end.

the semester is about to end...tomorrow the final exam will start. and i am having a quite bad fever that medicine seems to have no effect on me.. anyway i think things will be good as long as i am being positive..miahahahaha..

anyway. goodbye summer is a good song and i've been waiting for it to be performed live. so, finally sm..finally

p/s : DO seems to be biased towards krys..hahahaha

lost

i lost count of time.
things i thought happened yesterday was actually happening years ago.
krik3. wtf brain.

because i know.

i used to built up so much confidence just to smile... true story...
because i know that i am not that beautiful.

ak terkilan...sangat terkilan. i am sorry. you left before us. i am sorry. you were still young. be well there. semoga ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang yg beriman. i am sorry, i did not do anything for you. selamat tinggal.. selamat tinggal aishah..

jarang tercabar, pantang dicabar.

jangan dicabar kesabaranku,
kerana kesabaranku ada batasnya

setiap manusia pasti menemui kematian.. gunakan nyawa dan kudrat yang ada sebaiknya di jalanAllah...jangan risau andai kita sakit, sedangkan yang sihat tiba-tiba boleh meninggal. ajal maut ditangan tuhan...yakinlah dengan janji Allah.. teruskan hidup, jangan tanggalkan senyuman dariwajahmu... kerana sesungguhnya hidup ini untuk dijalani dan bukan untuk ditangisi,, :)

mintak maaf...

MAMA, ABAH SAYE MINTAK MAAF!!!!

ARINI SAYE TAK PERGI SATU KELAS SEBAB TERTIDUR... TT____TT

PASTU DUK KAT SINI TAK DE ORANG KEJUT MACAM KAT UMAH TT____TT

NYESAL!!!!!! TT_____TT SOB3.....

KASIH

sekadar perkongsian cerita dari aku yang hidup diatas muka bumi allah selama ini..
first of all, SELAMAT BERPUASA KEPADA SEMUA MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAT..semoga kita diberi peluang untuk menjalani ibadah dia bulan ini dengan sebaik dan semaksimum mungkin.. :)

semalam,aku berpeluang laa kan pergi ke bazar ramadhan..pehh mmg ramai orang sesak gila2 punye sesak..tp dalam sesak2 org ramai tu,ak tunggu ayah ak dekat ngan satu kedai jual mainan ni,alah mainan budak2 kecik yang biasa jual kat pasar malam tu..i cant help but to notice,
ada seorang budak kecik ni,a girl..jalan dengan nenek dia,sambil dia pegang duit seringgit dalam tangan...muka dia berharap sangat nak beli mainan tu,tp dengan duit seringgit ape laa boleh dapat skarang kan,pastu nenek tu macam marah dia.....ak rasa nak nangis pon ada tgk nenek ngan cucu tu...tp ak tau bukan nenek tu tak sayang cucu dia,tp mungkin hidup diorang berbeza ngan hidup kita semua,walaupon kita tak kaya,tp kita masih boleh hidup dengan senang...sepatutnya kita bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ade...tp at the end ak x tau nenek tu beli ke tidak ntuk cucu dia..

ak bersyukur YA ALLAH dengan apa yang engkau beri kepada aku selama ini..ALHAMDULILLAH...

truly.....

I'M NOT PERFECT AND I CANT PLEASE EVERYONE.
I AM NOT A GOOD FRIENDS SINCE LIKE EVERYWHERE I GO I SEEMS TO ALWAYS HURT MY FRIENDS
I ALWAYS DO THAT SUPID JOKES
I HAVE MUCH MORE TO LEARN AND IF I EVER MAKE YOU HURT I AM TRULY SORRY
PLEASE TELL ME WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO SO I WONT HURT ANYMORE OF MY FRIENDS
I AM REALLY REALLY SORRY IF I HAD HURT YOU.REALLY REALLY SORRY
THIS IS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.I AM REALLY REALLY SORRY

be grateful in life

tetibe tetengah pagi bute ni ak rase nak update blog..haaha..its just come to mind..
sepanjang idup ak,,ak rase kan,,ak salu dapat ape yg ak nak..parents yang sayang ak..
kalo ak nak something ak akan dapat biasenye..even kalo kene usaha sniri,,like hp for example,
ak ade mak ayah yang salu ade untuk ak,,but why,,kadang2,,ak x rase diri ak ni x bersyukur?
kalo abah tggi suara kat ak je,,ak akan tinggi suara gak,,cuba bersyukur sikit wei,,kalo abah naik suara tu msti sbb kau da buat salah ke,,ape ke..please,,work on it..ak nak cube jadi budak baik..yg x tinggi suara kat mama ngan abah..kalo mama suruh tolong urut gi urut..x mengeluh kalo kene suruh..ni reminder for myself..tolong ingt ni nur athirah..do your best..,kite ni senang sgt wat dosa ari2,,dosa ngan mak ayah dosa besar..tolong ingat tu..tolong..tolong..tolong..
and... make less mistake..

ANYEONG MATRIC LIFE...

YESS...berjaye gak ak masukkan post baru..
its been so long i havent update..dan blog ni da bersawang!!hahaha
macam bilik ak kat matrik

my last post was about im entering the matric..skarang,,pasal ak kuar matrik plak..
hahaha nmpk sgt pemalas update blog..

dah abis matrik,,da abis blajo,,da abis pekse,,
kinda glads its all over now,,
tapi kene berpisah ngan kawan2 paling ak x suke..

1.tipah,cassopiea,haha budak paling klako penah ak jumpe lam idop..hahhaa...dari mane laa datang budak ni ak x tau..mmg laa asal dia budak termeloh..tp prangai dia ak x tau datang dari mane...hakhakhak XD

2.buyeng,,kawan ak yg paling cantik..comel..cun..jeles ak..haha...tapi walopon begitu...tetterereeett..dia melatah.POM!!!.wakakakaka XD..dah laa latoh..kuat makan jugaa...
hahaha..yeng!!!i miss you!!

3.farah a.k.a awem..budak kelantan....x leh describe..wakaka..dia ni kidal tipah..XD tu je bleh cakap...hakhak..PLUS..DIA PON MELATAH GAK,,,hahahaha

4.mize,,yang ak tau dia suke budu...hahaha....pure kelantan punye..

5.su,,,kawan skolah dulu...dulu x baik,,skang baik...hahaha..su kekg g derak jom!!!hahaha

being in matric for 10 months thought me a lot of things..give me xperience..ak dapat tau mane kelemahan ak..ill try to improve so that i wouldnt hurt the people around me..banyk g kawan..x leh tulis sbb ramai sgt!!!sorry...tp sume org penting lam ati ak..i <3 u all!!hahahaha.

even only this short time we get to know each other..its mean alot,,,for me at least..huhuhu
till then


ANYEOOONGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLOG UPDATING MOOD ^_^

PHEWWWWW...its been a while,,while??too long i guess,,havent update this blog..

hahaha,,,mid sem breaks,,11 days only,,tp rasenye cukup dah
lamenye tak update blog...huuuu bersarang doh!!
sokmo kalo nk update blog dok ingt nok amek card reader nok transfer gambo..adeshh..nyanyok sungguh laaaa..so yg update bergambor we'll see,,kalo rajin i update
hwahwawawawawawawa...

balik umah,,pes,,jumpe mama abah siblings..
then,,terkam internet,,,then,,
main gitar...mwahkakakakakakkaka
lamenye dok main gitar,,,sakit balik tangan aku...T_____T

another thing,,being at your own house,,
you dont have to pay for your food
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....such a bless...
manhi mogo athirah...once you stepped at kmph again
you'll have tp pay for every single bite you take...hahaha

thats it...done for right now,,,
p/s:im totally having a nice time being a college students..having
new and veryyyyy nice friends new experiences...
i feel so blessed to meet them...^_^

anyeoonggggggggg~~~~~~~~

ill held your hand... :)

new post....it just come that tonight i want to write this things about one buddy
i kept thinking bout her...i wonder if the same thing happening to me,,will i be able to face it as strong as her..u make me proud with your attitude girl..seriously

just give ur hand buddy,ill held it.. :)

be strong buddy...ill always be with you...just consider me as your big sister.even i am immature sometimes..if you are feeling sad just come to me..call me,text me,or anything,,ill give u a present in addition..huhu..I LOB U!!saranghae!!..huhuhu..u always be my cute little friends..

ketensenan yg nyata!!!!tak..tak..tak..

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........tidak!!!!
cita2 ak balik umoh kali ni nok hapdate blog..
pek2 ak tggl usb kat kolej.....benda yg ak geruni telah berlaku
waaaaaaaaaaa camne nok letok gambo hok bertambun ni T___T
(bertambun ke??ak ase spuloh dok sapa kekeke)

balik2 carik gitar dok temu,pek2 oppa amek doh wat lari uia...
x pe oppa main pepuas,,ak pinjam doh hok bihah...genchana2
ak main pon sminggu je...huhuhuhu

dah2..ak akan useha korek usb sampai jumpe!!!!
PAITINNNGGGGG!!!!!

anyeonnng~~~~~~~~~~~

NEW LIFE..as a learner

huhuhu...cam smlm masok tadika,skang da masok kolej
kolej matrikulasi pahang,,waaahh blaja cam keta api..seminggu satu topik..
x ke bernanah pale otak aku...homework lak melambak..adoiiiii

orientasi is bad...x sodappp..muke ak jadik sembab/sembap(ak x tau eja) cam panda
.huhu..pestaim duk asrama....waaaaaaaaaaaa...so hard,,nak makan x tau bile..haha
so ak main redah je..kalo makan,ak makan..kalo x makan,x makan la aku..
huhuhuhuhu...

leh kate tetiap minggu ak balik umah mak teh...weeee...
waaaaaaaa ak x leh idop berdikari lagi...im learning...climbing the stairs,,
little by little..genchana..blaja2...lepas ni ak akan besa idop kat hostel..
kafe mahal cam sial..undescribeable..ak lagi rela minum air kosong...waaa..

dah2 sudah2..saye x snggup lagi nak cite..
ni sume lumrah..once u are a little girl...and the time whre you
have to leave your house and be independent will come..
ak da alami bende tu...sedih mmg sedih..tp itulah lumrah dalam mencari ilmu..
chewaaaaaaaaaaahhh~~~~~~~

i miss mama!!i miss abah!!i miss my sibling!!i misss my cousin!!i miss my famly!!i miss my friends( sume da bawak haluan masing2 :) )
i misss every body

well then,,
adiosssssssss~~~~~~~~~~

i need it!!!

then i just realize,,i need my blog...huhuhuhu...nak cite kat org cam sengek er..
baik aku tulis kat sini..hihihi...so i really2 need my blog..haha

rabu ni..ujian undg2...aaaaa takoooottt...maybe org len ckp senang er..tp aku takot gak..
kang test2 silap2 tanda kang..aa salah..aa..dah laa x leh lbh 45 menet..aku da laa gabra..
huuuuu.....kang..kang..slh bace kans..salah lak jwapan...huuuuhuuuuu....
bnyk gler kang aku...huhu..but dats it...ak mmg paranoid..nature...hahaha..x leh wat papo aa..
layankan je...huuuuuuuuu..

so....to myself....hwaiiiitiiinggggg!!!!
jgn takot...buat2...x de pape..bolehnyee..
huuuuuu....trrrrrrrrrrr....
wish me luck eberybodyyyyy...

anyeeoooonnnnnggggg!!!!(ngat takotnyaa aku berlalu....trrrr...)

new update

halllliiiiiiiieeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwww....
x tau nk pikir tajuk ape...hahahaha.....lamenya aku x update blog..
becuz i got no story to tell...al maklumlah menganggur...x g skolah daa...
kalo x mesti ade je cite dr skolah...no more school..no more class..
and no more hj.mokhtar...but dats the good side...hahaha...lalala

dok umah sgt boring...penyelamatku adalah....
utube dan snsd dan cite2 korea dan retis2 korea yg lain
or else...aku mati kebosanan..huuuu...
and the most pthetic aku taip cite ni pon,penat aku perah otak

hahaha..tp akibat lame x update blog update gak...
huhuhuuhu


~~~~~~~~adiooooooooooooossssssssssssss~~~~~~

counting..hihihi

salam sumeee....

haaahhhh times fly like crazy...so fassstttt~~~~
huuuuu ...da lame x update bolog..x de mase kot..
hahahah...penggunaan ayat yg salah...lalala...

sat g da nak spm...rase cam baru masok tadika smalam
tup2 tetibe jer nak spm.kenapa aku kene lalui sume ni??
aku ni budak kecik jer...haiiiihhhh...saspen lak nak exam ni

huhuhu mekasih laa wat cucuku yg tggl jejak tepi ni
mekasihhh cuuuu....lps nek xam kite rempit sesame k...
kasik lajuuu punyaaaa...
huhuhuhu.....sekian time kasih

~~~~~~~~~~adios~~~~~~~~~